Listening to: Some song of my mom's
Feeling: fine
Wow...I didn't realize I'd be so relieved that school is over. I've been through so much shit this year and I've seen my friends go through so much shit, I'm just glad it's over. So many ppl whose problems I don't have to deal with. I don't have to feel sorry for them. I don't have to try to give advice cuz I'd feel bad if I acted like I didn't care. I mean, I'm still gonna see some ppl yea, but for those who just made me feel old and responsible cuz I wasn't into half the shit they were into...I'm gonna miss them, but not the burden they put on me. Kelley's hangin with Kristin, Evelyn's gonna be a bitch with Christina when she goes to G-F, I can see it now. Wow...I'm really kinda relieved. I feel like a heavy weight has been lifted. I don't have to hear about Chris anymore, cuz I doubt Evelyn is gonna call me anytime soon, I don't have to worry about Kelley, for reasons I won't mention, and most of all, I don't have to bring myself down everyday b-cuz of certain ppl. I get to be me, I get to be happy, I get to look forward to a new beginning, with mostly new ppl I don't know. No one that can really link me to Godwin, except for so far, Brandon and possibly Alysa. But I don't care right now. I know that sounds bad, but I'm about to leave a lot of my friends to go to Freedom and I haven't felt a God damn thing. I'm gonna miss Anthony, I think, most of all, though. Cuz he's been really awesome, him and Pilar. They've both been awesome. But I don't have to watch everything I say around him like I do with Pilar. I dunno, doesn't matter. I'm hot as hell, so I'ma go now...ttyl, byes
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