Stress... I hate it. I did a bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad thing today... I kissed Travis, I don't know why. He asked me for a kiss on the cheek and then he turned his head and tried to really kiss me, but like... I dunno I think I turned my head and he grabbed my hands and pulled them down so like I was leaning forward. So then he put his face up to mine and was all trying to kiss me, so I kissed him and I was like "There you got your kiss". And yea, I dunno what I'm gonna do now. I mean, I don't think it meant that much, but still... AGHH!!! Then I like this guy Simon, I dunno... Guys are so... Something. They cause problems when there are already enough. And now Travis keeps tickling me cuz now he knows I'm really ticklish. So that sucks. I dunno. Then there's this girl named Marika, that... I dunno... Someone needs to pray for her ass. She acts like a hoe, but she's really nice. But what she lets guys do to her is just wrong. They chokin her ass in the back of the activity bus and "fake" raping her and she's sitting there giggling and her "friends" were just sitting there. I was just like "His ass would be on the floor and bleeding if he tried that shit with me". She's stupid. I mean, c'mon, you don't let a guy do that to you, whether he's kidding or not. Then I have a paper due tomorrow in Spanish that I haven't started on and yea... I'm too tired to do it, but I have to. I hate that teacher, she really doesn't need to be teaching. She's sooooooooooooooooooooo frustrating, like she expects us to know Spanish, but we just got out of Spanish 1 so we don't know it as well as she wants us to. I just don't like her. And I feel bad cuz I called Anthony and we were talking and I started crying, and I NEVER want any of my friends to see or hear me cry. And he was just like "It's OK" but in that holy shit she's crying what do I do kinda tone so I stopped and threw stuff instead. But yea, I felt bad cuz I haven't talked to him in forever and when I do I cry to him about everything. I dunno, it's stupid. Then Kelley's been hangin out with Neldo and I gotta admit, I'm jealous... lol... I still kinda like him and I really do miss him, but yea... I haven't seen him so I dunno. I'm gonna try to get everybody to go to the game on the 21st, so I can see everybody. I dunno... I doubt they'll go but it's worth a try. Anyways, I gotta go work on my stupid paper, so ciao ppl...