eh... I'm sick, so blah!! ok, let's see. Bobbie is "falling for me", Anthony went to the hospital, I'm pretty sure that I'm not gonna be class president, and well... That's about it. This guy Justin got online and asked me if I met a guy named Tom who is a drummer and I was like I think so and then he signed off. It was kinda weird. I was just like... ok. So yea... I think I have met him though, cuz there's this guy named Tom in the English class next to mine and he's always carrying around drum sticks and I was talking to him the other day. So hm... Interesting-ness. I dunno, don't really care. I'll ask him about it when I see him Tuesday... If I remember anyways. Let's see... I had an interesting convo with Bobbie the other day. I won't put what his e-mail said, cuz yea... Kinda weird, but this was our convo from... Yesterday I think: Me: Tell me what you wanted to say Bobbie: it was jus bout how i been thinkin boutu these last few days and its scarin me cuz i get da feelin im fallin way too fast B: and since u told me to jus say wut i think i think i should tell u Me: ic Me: Well then... unfall... lol B: i cant B: its lik u perfect B: and u hav no idea how much i missed talkin to u dis week B: and thts wut made me think bout this B: and im sayin that i aint neva let go of our friendship now cuz i kno u mean alott to me afta havin a whole week to think about this B: and that if we stopped talkin it would hurt me alot Me: Well then we won't stop talking Me: But... You need to slow down alittle B: i kno B: i tryin B: i havent done this bfor Me: Maybe... You just need a break from talkin to me B: no thts jus what i dont need Me: No, I think you do B: no i didnt start thinkin bout this until this week B: in which i hadnt talk to u at all Me: I dunno Me: Cuz when I talk to you... You're really... intense, and it's kind of uncomfortable Me: I mean, I like talking to you, but still... B: i kno B: but all thats gonna stop tjho cuz i aint evenlookin for a relationship anymore B: i lookin for a friendship Me: ok B: cuz all dis feelins and shit is ruinin how we talk to each otha so im jus gonna kill em Me: Good luck with that B: o ima need it B: but it only gonna get wurse for me if we jus stop talkin Me: But think of how uncomfortable it makes me though B: thats y i stoppin B: so u sayin u dont wanna talk anymore or at leest for a little while Me: I dunno Me: But I'm getting a headache... I'm gonna go Me: I'll ttyl I guess B: im sry for makin uncomfortably B: uncomfortable* Me: It's ok Me: Bye B: i hope we can talk again sometime and fix this B: bye Then he called me later to say he felt stupid or something. I dunno, I was trying hard to change the topic of the conversation... lol. I know that's mean, but I mean seriously. Anyone would be slightly uncomfortable with that. O and the whole Anthony hospital thing is kinda funny to me. Not funny haha, but funny like you wouldn't expect it to happen to Anthony of all ppl. Anyways, he cut his finger and when he saw the blood he fainted. And when he fainted, something fell on his head so now he has a big gash on his head. And the part that freaked me out was him fainting. I mean it's Anthony... Anthony fainting is just... Weird. And I strangely feel like it might be my fault? I dunno... Weird-ness. It's been a weird week. I think I'm gonna go lay down, cuz yea... I'm tired and well... I'm tired. So I'm gonna go. Maybe I'll see who's online first. Who knows... Night all