eh... Not in the best mood right now. Bored as shit too. My mom's pulled one of her infamous disappearing acts... She's been gone for a coupla hours now... I really wish I could do that. Just be like "I'll be back in a bit" and not show up til hours later. There's no tellin where she is, what she's doin, who she's with, when she'll get back, or what kinda mood she'll be in when she gets back. At this point I don't really care. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of bullshit. I'm just tired... period. And I feel lonely as hell man. I don't even know why. I've got Jennifer, I've got Evelyn, I've got Anthony, and most importantly, I've got Eduardo... kinda. But I dunno... This year just sucks ass. Cuz it's different not havin a friend in like all of my classes. Cuz last year I had Teri pretty much in every class. This year I barely see her and she's mad at me anyways. So yea... Kinda miss the conceited bitch (her words not mine). I dunno... School just seems so frickin pointless this year. I joined a bunch of clubs and since I'm not doin Cross Country, I might actually get to do somethin in those clubs before indoor season... Maybe that'll help out a bit. And I need glasses or contacts or bi-focals. Somethin, cuz I can't see AT ALL. But of course, my dad's being... My dad. I think something's wrong with him. Knowing him, he'd never tell anybody. But I'm really starting to get worried. I know I complain about him all the time, but I don't want anything to happen to him. I may not like him very much, but I still love him and he's still me dad... I dunno... I just have a lot on my mind. Everythings so fucking confusing and complicated and yeayeayea... Life's not supposed to be fair... blah blah blah... It still sucks. hmm... She returns... I should go do something that looks productive...