Today is not a very good day. It's like 3:30 in the morning and yesterday I found out that Eduardo is leaving next weekend. On like Sunday. I don't like this. I don't like this at all. I cried. I went to the movies wit him, Anthony, and Nick earlier. We saw Fantastic Four. I got there with Anthony and Nick early so we were walking around the mall for a bit and I kept getting weird looks... Black chick wit two red-neck mother fuckers... lol... Yea, good times. Anyways, Eduardo got there and yea... He was dealing with some shit with his mom so he wasn't in the best of moods... So very understandable. So yea, I told Anthony not to mess wit him like he had planned, so him and Nick moved their seats so we could be alone. And yea, we enjoyed the movie and he eventually cheered up a bit. Then he left and on the way over... Anthony brought me home... I was about to cry. So when I get home Anthony walked me to the door and he was like 'If you need to talk just call or IM or something' and i was just like 'OK, thanx, goodnight' and I go in the house. Well, my mom was sitting at the kitchen table on the phone and I put down my key and when she saw the look on my face she immediately hung up and was just like 'Erika come here, come here...' and yea... I went back in the kitchen, she took one look at me and she was like, 'Eduardo?' and it all went down hill from there. I just kinda broke down and started crying and told her about the stuff he's dealing with and how I wanted to help, but I wasn't sure that I was and just everything else. And yea... It felt good to get that out. So to shorten this up, I did the boo-hoo thing, she did the soothing mother thing, and then she said she wanted to talk to him. So now we're gonna have a little sit down where my mom will be having a little one on one with Eduardo, only I'll be there too cuz he doesn't trust her... lol... He just wants to see what she has to say. So yea... That's gonna be interesting. We'll see how that goes. He just doesn't want my mom to judge him and to tell his mom about anything they talk about and yea... I told him she wouldn't, cuz she really wouldn't. She's just there to listen and give advice only if you want it. But I dunno, then in about 2 hours I'm gonna be headed back to Kentucky cuz today's Maw-Maw's birthday, or would have been. I dunno... But yea... And in about 1 1/2 hours Eduardo will be headed up to New York to chill wit his grandmother a bit before he goes back to Hawaii. I just hope he gets a break. At least on the bus ride, if not in New York. But yea, I'm gonna go make sure I packed everything, cuz I already know I'm not gonna get much sleep if any before this damn trip... *sigh*... Peace.