grr... I hate being the single friend... It sucks so bad. Especially with Teri always bitching about Deon... Course that's just how Teri deals with emotional stuff so I can't be too mad. But yea... A lot of girls would love to be in her position, but she knows that... She's not stupid. Talked to Eduardo Wednesday... I think... Yea... Interesting. I think I feel like this cuz I was looking at a bunch of old conversations I've had with him... And yea... Memories... Not always a good thing. Not when they make you sad like this. Frickin A... And him and his frickin perfect relationship with Donut... GAH!!! Screw them... Course they're probably doing that right as I type this... That's horrible, but possible. They are on Spring Break so he's probably over at her house now... Or vice versa... w/e. I kinda hate them... Him more than her though, cuz I don't know Donut. I kinda miss the kid... Or just the feeling of having someone that cares... I guess??? I don't know. I'm so confused... I'm almost positive I don't want him back, cuz he's an ass-hole and yea... all that good stuff. But I do miss talking to him. Cuz he was good to talk to... When he was paying attention. I don't know... I'm truly lost by this... ♥Erika "...I need you now Lord carry me high. Don't let the world break me tonight. I need the strength of You by my side. Sometimes this life can seem so cold. I pray You'll come carry me home..."