"I miss you..." Well... Let's see. Alot has happened. OMG... HOOP FEST WAS AWESOME!!!! Hoop Fest was this thing where a bunch of schools came to do a bunch of basketball stuff at Freedom and we gave the money earned to this chick there that has leukemia. And I felt really bad cuz when da guy got up to say things about Kara (the girl) everybody got up and started leaving... It was soooo bad. And Eduardo, VERY cool... Perfect for Teri... hahaha... She just needs to decide if she likes him or hates him. Then there's the whole Sherman thing... I swear it's like Renard all over again (mi madre's ex, whom I hated with a fiery passion). And yea, for all ya'll that knew me in the 6th grade you know how I felt with him... And the shit I put up with with him.Anyways, one day Sherman was over and he was still at the house when I went to bed at like 12:30 something, right? Then later I find out that my mom was talking to him on the phone when he left which knowing them probably wasn't til like 2 something. So then at 5:30 he calls the fucking house. OMG... I was sooooooo mad, I wasn't even thinking, I just got up and burst into my mom's room and I was like "Would you PLEASE tell him not to call so early?"... Because he always does that, when I'm trynna sleep in on the weekends I don't even make it to 8 o'clock cause he has to call her. But yea, when he had called I was just like "Can't he at least wait til 6 to let her know he had a bad dream?" So I'm mad, and my mom was obviously mad at me, but she just didn't say anything so I leave... blah blah blah, school blah blah blah. I get home I'm in my room doin homework or something and here comes my mom and she was like "You busting in my room this morning did not go over well with me at all... AT ALL" And when my mom gets into her little 'I'm mad do something' mood I don't say anything but I was sitting there thinking "Him calling so fucking early didn't fucking go over well with me at all either BITCH!" But the perfect angel that I am, I didn't say that. So yea... Now I'm gonna start seeing a psychiatrist or shrink... I don't even know what the fuck she is... But yea... Cuz I obviously can't talk to my mom, cuz she really doesn't understand at all. She sends the most fucked up signals and she doesn't realize and the more I try to explain shit to her the more she says I need a real reason to feel some of the things that I feel and tells me that when I find that real reason that I can come talk to her. BUT THEN she gets upset if I don't talk to her... WHAT THE FUCK!!! Then I was talking to someone at school... Which was actually to get outta class the last coupla times, but it did help. But then she's a social worker so I can't talk to anyone til April when I start seeing that lady. I'm such an angry child thanks to my mother. Then yesterday I found out this guy was cheating on his gf and I heard him talkin about it with someone and I was just like "Dude, stop tlaking about it cuz ppl know and you're gonnna get urself in trouble" or somthing like that. So he's like 'don't tell' blah blah I say 'whatever'... So then I go to Katrina's later and me her, and Jennifer are watchin a movie and havin fun when K get's online and starts tellin the guys gf that he cheated on her. Well the girl doesn't believe Katrina so Katrina's all like well my friend heard blah blah blah and puts my name out there... So then the guy that Chris (the guy that's cheatin) was talking to gets online and basically calls me a liar and all this shit and saying that him and Chris hate me. And yea... Drama (Chris was cryin after talkin to his gf earlier). Well when I get home I tell my mom the sitch cuz I was upset. So what's the first thing she says... Basically "You shoulda kept your mouth shut"... No shit BITCH! but I don't need you tellin me that. I feel bad enough on my own thank you very much. Sometimes she doesn't konw when to shut up and stop making everything about her. She talks about how ppl just can't help but talk to her... Bladdy fucking da... Well, I don't see it. Angry Child hm... Joe's an ass-hole, thank GOD he is going to Woodbridge in a couple of weeks. He's getting on my nerves to badly... Ass. That's it... I'm done typin I'm getting a headache... Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate... Hate leads to depression...