[68] It's Official... I think

Feeling: numb
It's official, I'm moving. Or it's somewhat official. We're getting the house ready to sell, so I think that's a definite yes. But who knows... Maybe somethin'll change. I dunno, I feel bad cuz ppl are making a bigger deal about this than I am. And I'm the one that would be moving. I want to be sad, but I'm not. I mean I'm not happy either. I'm just... blank, I'm so emotionally drained I'm just really not feeling anything right now. I dunno. I really don't think I'll be missed all that much, I mean it's not like I talk to most of the ppl I know anymore, so yea... And then there's Chris, he keeps saying I hate him. Yea right. I love him to death man, I dunno it's weird. He's like the only person I've really talked to the last couple of days, and I gotta admit it's really nice. ha... Yea, I feel like such a loser, but yea... God I think I'm starting to like him again... That's not cool... agh... I'm so hating my life right now. Yea, there are really no other updates... That's about it I think. I dunno, I'll try to write later with some updates. Ciao.
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