I am supposed to leave for college in three weeks and I still haven't finished getting all my paper work in yet. This sucks. He still looks at me just the same. He has the kind of eyes that are full of so much emotion. I want to wrap my arms around him and have his arms around me. i want to know that he is ok and will be ok when I am away at school. So many things got so screwed up and I just wish I knew what to do. I don't have feelings for him that go past concern and friendship. He wants more. Atleast thats the way he acts. Why did things have to get so weird? I guess everything will work out for him once I am outta sight and outta mind...