As much as I have trouble understanding what is going on with him, I have had some great times with some new friends. I went on a trip with a group of kids I've known for a long time. But I didn't really bother to get to know any of them until recently. Of course he was on this trip too. I I know I should have been nicer or atleast talked to him. But he needed to work out his own problems. I can't continue to help him anymore. But I became close with some really cool girls. Out of everyone there are three girls that I really like hanging out with. They are all younger than me. But atleast now I know that when I leave this group, I know I'll be missed. There's nothing like 1AM conversations to really help you get to know each other. Im going to miss theses girls and our talks. But Im also going to be livin' up the college life. But there's no need to worry about me kids because I'm going to be livin it up on a Christian Campus. Yes its true! I am fully commited to God. My life is his and thats all that matters. But thats going to be a whole other entry.