It's wierd to be home for the weekend. not bad wierd... I just didn't expect to be home so soon. i really needed to see my friends. i only have 2 minutes left on my phone card and those are being saved for an emergency. My internet hasn't been working in my room so i have been limited to computer lab hours. thats horrible. but my internet is up and working so i'll be on a lot when i get back to school tomorrow night. Anyway, my friends... its a complete God thing that everything fell in to place the way it did to allow me to come home. It was just many random events that arn't normal that happened. I spent ALL day with my 3 favorite girls. We were at the local fair which is apparently the second largest fair in the state or country... cant remember but it doesnt matter. It was hard to leave them, AGIAN!! But 2 of the girls are going to come stay with me at school for a few days. That'll be a great time!!!! I've been kinda down at school but Ive also been sick. Im missing a boy like crazy and i just dont know how to deal with it. these girls and i have been there for each other for so long and it has been hard not to have them by my side the last couple of weeks. but i was able to talk with them and they really helped me out. now maybe i can go back to school and be more of myself... i leave to go back to school tomorrow so its bed time. May God bless you all and good luck if you are starting school!!