Listen to the whispers scream It seems as if I'm running in place. This life is predictably random. But i just want to ignore the world. I'm tired of being pretty. I don't want to be a girl. Just forget my sad smile and go on with your life. I think i am mildly psychotic. But it's a balanced insanity. My life is an obvious secret told in partial silence. As my life is partially destroyed all I want is to be secure in his amrs in a timeless moment as my life fills the pages of a wordless book read with eyes wide shut.