Why are you always on my mind? Why do you still hold tight to the strings of my heart? Let me go Give away the hold you have on me. Look at me as a friend. Nothing more nothing less. The sweet sincirity in your eyes... Oh, it melts my mind and my soul. I'm the one that ended it. You're the one that said you wouldn't give up on me. I'm the one that gave up on you. Or so I said... Oh I wish it were true. Do I love you?? I'm not sure. Do I care for you? More than you'd ever know. What will I do about it? Absolutely nothing... I was careful never to say "I love you." I wasn't sure if it would be true. I'm still not sure. I wish i had enough courage to talk to you. Instead... I'll wait 2 more weeks and mail you a letter as I leave for school. That way, i won't have to see you ever agian. I know you might not understand it.... but this is how it has to be. You don't even know these feelings exist. You think I hate you. You think I'm selfish and I don't care. Think what you want. It's better that way. I couldn't be the arms that held you up anymore. i couldn't be the life that gave beath to your soul agian. I couldn't be the girl to give rythm to your heart or a melody to your words once more. I can't be the dependable one or the role model. I can't keep you safe from yourself anymore. I got too close... too involved. Things got too complicated before we even had a first kiss. Now neither one of us will ever know what could have been. But this is what needs to be. I'm almost glad we never had that kiss. It's easier this way. Right? Will I ever have the courage to tell you??