This is really starting to sink in that I am heading off to college soon. 19 days to be exact. I guess you could say Im a little emotional about it. My best friend will be there with me. but we have kind of drifted apart over the past year. She has her group of friends and I have mine. Im not saying thats a bad thing. But i do miss the way things used to be. I remember last year thinking about how I will miss all my friends going off to college. Will anyone miss me? I know its selfish and stupid... juvinile too. But the girls that went off to college last year had made a huge impact in my life. And that is why I missed them so much. They were my role models and my friends. Have I made a difference in anyone's life? Was I a role model to anyone?? Im glad no one ever comes to my diary or else they'd think I have completely lost my mind. Yeah... good thing.