Im going home agian. Its only the second weekend since I've been here that i have been able to go home. i want to see him. i want him to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok. Im tired of hearing that what happened was ok and im tired of hearing that im ok. Im not ok. But i want to hear that everything is going to be ok... thats all i want!! Everyone says its no big deal and it was just a kiss. Ok, so it was just a kiss. But it was a stolen kiss and now everyone is talking about it and me as if its some story line of a soap opera. thats all my school is. Gossip travels so quickly. like the day my window got broken. It happened at 1:30 in the morning and by noon the whole campus knew. oh, those boys turned themselves in... and they didnt get expelled. so everything is ok.