When i talk to him i just want to be in his arms and know that im safe. He's finally at a stable level and isnt depressed like EVER anymore. Its back to being the strong, confident boy that i sarted to fall in love with. His eyes... oh man... i am so easily lost in his eyes. I want to tell him that i never stopped caring about him. But I cant. He is in one state and i now live in another. But when im home i get to see him. sometimes i jsut tell him im too busy because it seems easier that way. I was feeling down the other night and i felt like God must hate me. BUt he talked me through it and it was jsut awesome. It was like the conversations we used to have. i miss those.