I leave for school in a little more than a week. I've started to pack but I'm still working on that one. I schedule classes tomorrow and I hope I find out my dorm assignement too. He started talking to me agian. Well, it's not like he's the one that stopped talking. I was. I'm not sure what makes him think that I want to talk. Well, too complicate the story... I never wanted to stop being his friend or his girlfriend either. It's just the way it had to be. I kept him safe from himself for this long... But i can't do it anymore. and it's really not cool how some of you encourage destructive behavior. It's not normal and you make things a lot harder for his real friends to help him. He gets lost in this false reality of cyber space thinking you are his real friends. But you're not. you can't see the pain in his eyes. You can't watch that pain sink into emptiness. You don't see the scars on his wrists or the tears slide down his cheek. You can't hold him tight hoping to make everything ok. So why do you continue to pretend you know?? Stop telling him it's ok or it's normal. ITS NOT!!! Its ot normal to hurt yourself and its not normal to pretend its ok and Im not going to sugar coat this issue for anyone anymore!!!!