I'm kind of bummed to be home. I thought i would spend the first few weeks catching up with old friends. BUt in reality, all of those friends have their own lives just the same as me and none of us really have anything in common any more... We have nothing to say and its hard to just pick up where i left off with most people. Except Kaitlin. She is still one of my best friends even if she is off in Texas and I wont get to see her until December. That will make a full year since i last saw her. We still talk a lot. I miss everyone at school and my life is about to branch off in yet another direction when i start my new job as a camp counselor. that'll be a whole new group of friends that i will once agian have to say goodbye to and move on somewhere else. Its nice to have a lot of friends. but it sucks to have to say goodbye. I still miss him. Thats the worst goodbye thats ever happened in my life. He was one of the greatest friends i have ever known and i never understood what we had until it was gone. It's almost like he has died and thank fully after a few questionable times, he is still alive. We just are not friends. THats hard. BUt i helped him and did what God needed me to do. Now he is moving on past his depression and even if im not part of it, im still very happy that it is happening. I just miss my friend.