I hung around my house most of the day. Its kind of weird to be home. i dont think my sister likes me being home but she'll survive. i leave tomorrow. I did not get to see him this weekend. Well, i will tomorrow but thats just at church and i wont be able to tell him what i wanted to. although im not even sure what it is that i want to tell him. i hung out at the church with my youth minister for awhile. hes an amazing guy and i wish i had one more year with him as youth minister. but im learning a lot at school about the bible and its stuff that you just cant teach to all high school kids. there is such a wide range of understanding... if that makes sense. my new friends are cool. Sami has got to be the coolest!!!! I do miss my girls back home. i hope to someday have friends half as great as they are. i love them!!! God is amazing and i cant even explain the great things he is doing in my life. im really working on trying to turst him a little more and rely on my own understanding less. I cant out dream God. i just wish i knew what he needed me to do with my life.