We have a short break coming up next week. i really dont want to go home. i just feel like i dont belong their anymore. Im not saying that is a bad thing. I mean, im growing up and figureing out my own path which has been totally amazing so far this year. But then i go home and sometimes i expect my life to pick up where it left off but it cant. I know that. Its just weird. I love it here and i hate being away from my friends for even a day. These girls are like my sisters and the guys look out for me like im their little sister.