Sometimes i feel like life just kick me in the face. Recently, i was in the process of quoting that to one friend, and another friend kicked me in my bad knee. Ironic... yes. Anyway, so i was sitting in a friend's room tonight just talking and its the first time i have seen her like all semester. and its a small school so its not often that you dont see someone. anyway, out of no where she told me that her and her room mate had recently been talking about how much they miss hanging out with me. I have no idea why but i just started to cry. i am such a pansy and right now i want to kick myself in the face. i have cried so much lately and for no reason! Ok, i have a reason... I have some type of chemical inbalance in my body that i am being put on medication for soon.... I hate not having control over my body like this.