Alright, I always try to stay positve. People come to me for advise because I tell it how it is but I keep it positive. But where are these people when i need them?? Im whining agian. I try hard not to. No one likes a pessimistic person. Sometimes I just don't feel like smiling and no one cares. Right now one of my best friends is down about something but she won't talk about it. Ok, no big deal. But we are the backbone of our group of friends and things just are not going well. This is hard... Soon the four of us will be in three different states at three different colleges. ALl Christian by the way. I hope God keeps this group together. They have changed my life.