Ican't believe summer is almost over. I have 12 days before I move into my dorm room. Last summer was so amazing and this summer hasn't been so great. Most of it has been becauseof my stupid surgery. GRRR. I need to drive!! But I'm not alloud because of my stupid knee. Stupid doctors. What do they know??? I hate physical thearpy too. There is good news though... my friend is no longer mad at me and last night a few of us went to a bon fire and it was almost like nothing has changed. we are all feeling the changes though. It's hard to act like nothing is wrong even though we are all leaving and will be in seperate states soon. I didn't think it would be like this. I'm ok with change. Its just that I have never had friends like this and for so long our lives were like one. We did everything together but now we our going our seperate ways. Will we still be close?? I just want to cry. Sunday is my last day being part of my youth group at church. This group has changed my life and now i have to leave. I guess its time to really test what I've learned and to see how Ive changed. Im so sentimental. thats why its so hard.