eeek!! i'm so embarrassed. LEE KNOWS I LIKE HIM!!! ok see, i NEVER tell guys when i like them... i'm not sure why, i just don't. cuz then i get all shy and embarrassed around them, and alot of times, i like things to stay how they are. and also now he KNOWS i have his number! cuz before i just got it by callin my mom's cell. but he the girl that works at the YMCA, that knows i like him, and i told her to get his number. so yeah she had him write it down and shit, i like his hand writting. grr i didn't want her to TELL him tha i liked him! i just wanted his number! hmm but maybe its alrite, i mean at least she doesn't have a gf... guess thats good. but what if he already likes some girl at his skool! oooo wait, maybe that'll be good, cuz unless he sees her during the summer... i'll actually get to see him a bit.. thats good, i hope. but EEEEEK!!! i'm just so nervous!! and i have to see him tom!! cuz thats when my demo is!! AND he's taking me to this other thing!! AHHHHHHH!! so i'll be around him like, ALOT!!!! eek i hope this goes good... if it doesn't... i'm screwed!!!