i have a thought. an idea. a theory. it's for those that cut. or it can just be for anyone. but i hope at least one person may see this. and want to try. and it is.. if you want to cut, i'm not going to tell you that you can't. but before you do it, write down what your feeling, in a journal, just on a piece of paper, online, anywhere. you can get rid of it as soon as you do that, but just try it. see if it will help anything. and see if you still want to cut after that. if you still do, go ahead. or if you don't want to write, maybe you could read 10 pages or something. or draw. or find something you like to do. i don't know, that's just an idea. i just wanted to get it out there. i'm not sure why though. i mean, im a cutter myself. and i'm trying very hard to quit. i haven't done it for a while now. but for some reason, i don't like people hurting themselves. and i don't like it when i do it either. this is all probably pointless, but i'm still just going to try. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- will you ever notice me? will anybody ever notice me? or will i always just be a shadow in your light? the truth of things are... is that i'm alone