not too much goin on. skool was boring. last nite at karate was fun. got hit alot. i liked it. but i got the wind knocked outa me. but that was alrite. i hate just sitting still. i dont mind the quiet. but just bein still.... it bugs me. i feel like im wastin some kinda time. was kinda annoyed today. didn't wanna talk to anyone. friends have just been buggin me. karate's been fun. me n wolfgang have two deals. ~ if i got rid of all the negative stuff in my life, he would focus all his energy on me. and he said i wouldn't understand it now. but later i would. ~ i would have to do whatever he said and ask no questions and he would help me get rid of my fear. which mainly is, i dont being wrong. so i dont ever speak up. cuz im afraid it'll be wrong, or i'll say something stupid. meh, i think that's all for now though.