what i say doesn't matter. no one seems to care. i don't know how to forget them. they're gone. and i want them back. i need them back. they both were so important to me. but yet, one left me with such hurt. and he's different now. i kno he is. but yet, i want him back. and... i can't. i promised him he would never be replaced. i started to think he might. but i realized. HE CAN NEVER BE REPLACED. but he doesn't care. now does he? he never will. not anymore. and yet. i kno there could have been something. why do i lose so many people? just because i don't live near them.