hehe just watched major payne. that was such a good and funny movie. i loved it. i finally got to watch it. my instructer used to talk about it a bit, and so did another instructor. hehe so i finally was able to see it. my friend got better by the end of the nite last nite. any time i'm sad, or pissed or just, anything. something bad always happens to others. and i hate it. but it's true. that always happens. so i've always got to be fine. and i can do it. i can always be happy... no problem. cuz nothing ever bothers me....... why can't i ever believe myself?