i'm losing everybody. and no one cares. none of them do. they have they're own life. they're moving on. hayley doesn't even hang out with me anymore. she lies. she says i can spend the nite, then says she has other things going on. or says other's will be over so i can't. when in the end, no one is over. she doesn't want to hang out with me anymore. she doesn't call me. never IM's me. lance doesn't call me anymore. doesn't seem to want to talk to me. doesn't seem to care. amanda's got her own crowd, she doesn't care about me anymore. she hsa fun with them. and i'm not a part of it. i tried to call her this weekend. so she could spend the nite sat nite. but she never called me back. so guess she doesn't care. lauren always just wants to talk to lanec. i don't get why, he really doesn't like her like that. hell, they aren't even that much of good friends. but yet she thinks she's crazy for him. it's so fuckin stupid. she needs to fuckin get over him. god, such lovely fuckin friends i got. they all fuckin piss me off. i wanna move with viv, so we can have fun. and i won't have to put up with their shit.