they ignore me. they don't care. n yet, after i finally say something. write something. they talk to me. say they care. ha. i laugh at that. it's so stupid. why do they try? i sit at home, alone, on a sat nite, n watch a movie by myself. and they're out havin fun. out partyin. doin whatever fuckin shit. and i don't even cross their mind once. do i? they don't care about me. they don't want to have shit to do with me. and yet, i still call them my friends? what kinda friends are like that? apparently mine. --------------------------------------------------------------- every girl says they're in love with him. n yet, i thought i was. but i'd be just like ever one of them if i told him. so i can't tell him. and i can't be. i can get outa it. i'll find a way. only i can fix things. only i can make myself better. only i can get over people. guess i gotta do everything. for myself and everyone. but i can do it. i gotta be strong.