I got contacts today (: Just in time for school which is starting in 4 days. Ahhhhh! I've got tons of new clothes and all my school stuff and everything. I just need jeans. And I want/need to get my haircut. I want to get black highlights too (: I went with Kelly for my second time ever to Walmart (I can't remember the first time when I went with my parents) and Kelly was nice enough to but me a shirt (: It's like a maroon color, and it shows on of those sqiggily lines that means your alive, and then it stops for a bit, and goes straight, and then it gets all squiggly again. It says "For a minute there you bored me." And they had a ton of those rubber bracelets there. Kelly bought me 6 and I stole 4. I now have a total of 29 of those sexy rubber bracelets (: I'm obsessed. I went to the dentist yesterday ): But the good news is that I'm getting my braces off soon, but I don't know when. (: WOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo! What should I wear on my first day of school? I want to wear my black shirt that says Rock N Roll on it and it's on a rainbow butterfly. It will match my shoes, and I'll have black purse that will go with it too. And (probably) black highlights. And black eyeliner, but do you think that's too much black? I don't want to wear pink on the first day of my freshman school year, or everyone will think I'm all...pink...ish. Do you all think I'm trying too hard? I think I am. Highschool is making me go crazy. Well, enough of that before my brain explodes. I don't think that I want to be Hillary's friend anymore. Reasons- -She's a whore -She flirts and dates every boy in her sight -She asks questions ALL THE TIME to the point that I start screaming at her -I can't have a grownup conversation with her -She's an idiot -She is always looking up porn on the internet -She lies ALOT -She does things deliberatly because they annoy me -She won't invite me to her house because my house is bigger than hers -She's not helpful -She's not giving -She's a pain in the ass -She didn't give a shit when her ex boyfriend died of a drug overdose -She loves herself Do you think that these are proper reasons to not be her friend? I do. I need some opinions here! ---------------------------- I told her that I didn't want to be her friend, and I explained why and told her everything that I wanted to tell her for a while now. It felt good. And all she said was "whatever" and that confirmed my choice. I feel better now. I don't care about her enough to look past all the bad things, because when I do, I only see more bad. I don't think it's me either. I need to learn how to appreciate my real friends. Like Kelly and Jessie. I'm going to call Kelly later and tell her that I love her (as a friend) (: I'll tell Jessie too (: I found out that were not in the same homeroom a few days ago, but that's ok. I'll try and make new friends and pray that none of my worst enemies are in any of my classes. I have to have some friends in my classes. I feel a little relief, Criss told me that there were no such things as Freshman Friday, which is a HUGE relief. I think I'm ok now (: And if worst comes to worst.... I'LL KICK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM IN THE BALLS!!!! :D ------------------------- I love everyone from SitDiary so much right now (: Thanks you guys for helping me out with my insanity over stuff.