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Listening to: Scars - Papa Roach
Feeling: aggravated
I am 14, but I am often confused for a 20 year old. My little brother and I are BEST-FRIENDS and we get along really well. My dad and I still spend Saturdays in our pajama's watching cartoons. My mom is the greatest and is so easy to pick on. My aunt is my best-friend and we act like sisters. I like to sleep-in, but if I do to much of it I get used to it. I don’t like preps or people or think that they are better than everyone else. I love little girl smiles and grandmother hugs. Sleepover’s are awesome, but not with too many people, and I don’t recommend a lot of sugar. Music is a gift and we should all enjoy it, no matter how different it may sound. Broken hearts happen, but bones are easier to fix. Spring is meant for family and picnics, but also for the end of the school year. Summer is a time for swimming, but don’t overlook the longer nights. Fall is back to school time, but remember, you’re never too old to jump in a pile of leaves. Winter means cold and most likely snow, so cuddle with those you love and celebrate with those you hold dear. I think flowers are for picking, but only if they’re for mom. I believe that we all deserve time to stop and take a breath, and enjoy what we have. I am very spontaneous and have been known to just pick up and go. I love to watch the sun rise and watching it set is just to depressing for me. I don't stay on the computer for more than 5 hours, but rarely for less than one. I always tell my friends, male or female, that I love them. I very rarely fight with my siblings, and if I do, it's normally over who gets the last piece of pizza or who has to wash the dishes and who has to dry. I love to swing on the swings and my brother and I often have monkey bar fights. I've asked my mom about her first love, it was my dad's best-friend, or better known as Uncle Nick. I've never asked my dad about his first break-up, but I'm sure that I'll be told by one of my uncles at some point in my life. I have a lot of friends, but a close circle too. I love to play sports, especially soccer, hockey, and baseball, and normally play with the bro. I love to ride my bike and once Richmond, VA sees some warmer, sunnier weather I'll be going for one every week. I love my dad more than anything in the world, and even though we fight a lot I would never trade him for another daddy for as long as I live. I've told my best guy friend that I love him, but he doesn't care, that's all right though. I refuse to ever grow-up all the way and will most likely be kept young thru my cousins and their silly kid ways. I color outside the lines because I am not perfect. I still hold my dad's hand when I cross street, or even when we're walking in the mall, if people see me and think it's strange, OH WELL! I make my animals the wrong color and my brother does too, even though my mom says we're teaching the little one's the wrong stuff. I beg for animal crackers and I ride in the shopping cart. I love having my dad help me with my homework, especially when he tries to do math. I talk to my friends for HOURS at a time and always get yelled at for it too, but that's okay. I plan to travel the world before I even think about getting married. Love is a stupid word that is meant to cause nothing but pain in the end. I love to sing in the shower and I am told that I sound awful, but hey. My brother and I share the exact same musical taste and you will often find us stealing each other's CD's. My uncles and dad are camping and hiking freaks and love to drag us kids along with them, and I have to say that it’s pretty darn fun. I have a bad knee and often can't run or do any sports because of it, but I try anyways. I am obsessed with my TV shows and if I talk about them too much just punch me in the arm and tell me to stop. My cousin Wade and I are clones of each other with the exception of him being a 24 year-old male and I'm a 14 female. My favorite movie is Armageddon and I have seen it 9 times. I believe in Heaven and Hell, God, extraterrestrials, UFO's and ghosts. I hate spiders and clowns make me shiver. I have a ducky bathroom and I don't care. I still sleep with my baby blanket and it's only got three holes in it. I love little kids and when I'm with them I turn into one myself. I love to take pictures and have a new found love for scenery shots. Rain makes me happy, but the sun is good too. I like fast cars and have a strange love for fighter jets. I have never been in love and most likely never will be, but that doesn't bother me. I don't trust people very easily and tend to pull away when they become too clingy. Redneck jokes are funny, and I love it when they saw we're stupid as dirt. America is the greatest country and I am proud to say I live here. I don't see myself as pretty, or cute, but as a bum who has nothing better to do then watch TV and write. I am often the 3rd wheel with my friends and their dates, but I'm the supportive type so I do what I can. Italian food makes me happy and Chinese makes me sick. I hate life sometimes, but then I talk to my friends or hear a good song and everything gets better. I will never do drugs because I have seen what it does to people. I have had bad thoughts about suicide, but I was saved by my friends and family and most importantly, GOD! I will never become anorexic or bulimic because I love to eat too much. And, I will enjoy life, forever and always.
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