days like those are meant for hugs and kisses, talks of love, words of adoration not fights and yells, talks of death, words of hate and hostility. ~~ flowers, candy, and hearts ... what a joke?? ~~ so yesterday was enlightening ... French: "OMG! It's Valentine's Day!" no dip sherlock! that's all we did. it sucked so bad Geometry: QUIZ! which I failed. and it sucked. then we did NOTHING!!! PE: Played badmitton with Lane ... interesting is the word that describes it all Lunch: am I the only one who hates Valentine's Day? DS: French IV is bum Bio: SWEETENESS! I got a 88 on my god forsaken VJAS paper! and I wonder about the whole thing with Kevin and Ms. Culp. I feel so sorry for him ~~ I'm sorry. for everything. I love you. Your amazing. And yet you want her, and she doesn't want you. I wonder. ~~ I'm heartbroken. All alone. And why is that everyone but me gets to be happy? I don't understand it. I'm tired of being the one that's left out. I'm tired of not being accepted and not being involved. ~~ Roses are red, Violets are blue, I'm so heartbroken, Over you. ~~ and I leave you ... my lovely sitdiary friends with that poem. Written by me, because of last nite. ~~ In a day that is supposed to be about love and friends. You find out how painful life can be. And you get your heart broken.