this applies

Listening to: Just Want You To Know
Feeling: blank
Looking at your picture from when we first met You gave me a smile that I could never forget And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead And deep inside I wish it's me instead My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know That since I lost you, I lost myself No I can't fake it, there's no one else I just want you to know That I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know That I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ now more than ever... it says it all... in SOOOOO many ways... and its to u eclipse2 ... I guess... :'( FUCK LIFE GIVE ME A KNIFE!
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I agree about the guy's dieing thing.
Randy has been ignoring me since someone had to open her big mouth and tell him I liked him. -_-

I was doing soo good with everything until he stopped talking to me. I really miss Randy. :(

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I feel like crap; This whole thing really sucks. Someone needs to shoot me and get it over with. I wish Randy would atleast tell me he hates me or whatever. Atleast I wouldn't be so worried that something has happened to him. ;_; Damnit, I feel the urge to cut again.

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x Alone and Sad

I should be on tomorrow. So I'll talk to you then.

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could you do those last two because i don't have the same page numbers as you do