Scarlettfire25: Strong message there4 ________________________________________ Auto response from NCISchick08: I'm such a fucking loser... GOD I have no fucking life... I hate this... NO WONDER EVERYONE HATES ME!!! I FUCKING SUCK!!!! :- I HATE LIFE! cell after 9... ________________________________________ Scarlettfire25: see what I mean> NCISchick08: heyt Scarlettfire25: hola NCISchick08: sorry... yesterday and today have been the worst fucking days of my year Scarlettfire25: DITTO!! Scarlettfire25: 103 temp and umbarible body pains... Scarlettfire25: What happened to you? How did the essay go NCISchick08: yeh... well... I have no freaking friends... and everyone at my freaking school hates me... and I'm stuck at home doing homework and reading on the biggest Friday nite in the city... NCISchick08: I sent in an idea and we haven't heard from her yet Scarlettfire25: oh...why don't you have any friends? NCISchick08: who knows... Scarlettfire25: did they all just turn on you? NCISchick08: no one invited me to go the game... no one wanted to sit with me and my only two friends at our pep-rally today... and I got made fun of it (which doesn't bother me except for the fact that these people were supposed to be my friends) because I was school spirited and painted my nails our skool colors and had ribbon in my hair for the pep-rally Scarlettfire25: Why would they make fun of you for that? A lot of people do that at my school. NCISchick08: because for some odd reason... I ended up eating lunch with all the gothic, fags this year Scarlettfire25: hmmmm, just ignore the maker-funners. NCISchick08: i do... but i thought they were my friends and stuff... and then all of my friends have b/f's or g/f's so they don't want to hang-out with the single people... which means me and my best-freind... and then she got dragged to the game with her brother... my other bestfriend is having a sleep over, but he's a guy so I couldn't go to that... and my other one is stuck babysitting' Scarlettfire25: Hmmmmm, life does suck NCISchick08: tell me about it NCISchick08: let's see... I've been home since 4:10... I've changed the sheets on my bed, cleaned my room, down my homework, read all of Full Circle on ff.net, done homework, updated my diary, ate dinner, and listened to the Kelly Clarkson album a zillion times and it'sa only 9:23 Scarlettfire25: Well, I got sick in the middle of my volleyball game, couldn't see and was nailed in the face with a really really hard serve. Then I fell to the ground and yelled, "Ace!" It was all quite humorous until the coaches pulled me out of the game, I went home with a 103 temp, then had to go to the doctors NCISchick08: ouch... that sucks... I have no voice because I screamed for my dumb-ass skool at the pep-rally Scarlettfire25: lol, I have no voice because I had strep NCISchick08: lol... so did my friend Scarlettfire25: Life does suck lol' NCISchick08: and we got weighed in PE today and I found out that I've lost 5 pounds since July Scarlettfire25: Wow, I lost 6 pounds since two Julys ago NCISchick08: i'm like 10 pounds underweight Scarlettfire25: Well that's not good NCISchick08: yeh... I'm 5'5 and 116 pounds at 15 Scarlettfire25: 135 NCISchick08: i'm supposed to be like 125-135 Scarlettfire25: I am suppose to be in the 150's do to my height and bone structure..... Scarlettfire25: But I am not underweight Scarlettfire25: I don't know but I had this really funny MI scene running through my head today...it would have been hilarious if it was on the show NCISchick08: ahh... I am Scarlettfire25: EAT MORE NCISchick08: i eat like crazy Scarlettfire25: Get your thyroids checked NCISchick08: i don't eat breakfast because it makes me sick when I do... I eat a good size lunch (sandwhich, chips, cookies, fruit-roll-up, and normally a PowerAid or something) and I eat like a salade or something small when I get home and then dinner and then all the junk after that... Scarlettfire25: DITTO but volleyball this year has made me drop 10 pounds, I know have abs. It is scary NCISchick08: lol... and i don't play sports... i walk a lot... and we run and do ab workouts and stuff in gym, but 5 pounds in 2 months... i haven't done anything Scarlettfire25: you make me jealous lol NCISchick08: it's not good though Scarlettfire25: i know... NCISchick08: yeh... well... it sucks being unpopular and hated NCISchick08: i just want to curl up and die... Scarlettfire25: Being unpopular is very okay....hated is not. Don't die NCISchick08: i'm trying not too, but right now i'm just so fucking mad at the worls NCISchick08: world Scarlettfire25: worls..... lol.... don't get mad get Scarlettfire25: 'even' NCISchick08: it's kinda hard to do that Scarlettfire25: hehe, I always thought that Glad should rename their brand 'Even' it would help the pitch a lot more. NCISchick08: yeh Scarlettfire25: Institute: Hmmm.... that's a hard one. My boss is a hag. love that line NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: Great word to describe Kate NCISchick08: yeh Scarlettfire25: okay, go back into you world loathing, NCISchick08: :'( Scarlettfire25: it's okay Scarlettfire25: or, it will be in the long run NCISchick08: no it isn't... and this song makes me think of "him" Scarlettfire25: the best-friend dating the other best friend NCISchick08: yeh Scarlettfire25: what song NCISchick08: NCISchick08: in that case I guess... unless u hate me like everyone else... Digitalx43211: of course i dont hate u how can you say that NCISchick08: just checking... i'm not to sure about people right now Digitalx43211: we go way 2 far back for that NCISchick08: yeh... well... no offense, but I had strongger bonds with people in the two years and one betrayed me and the other broke my heart... Digitalx43211: yeah ur right :-( NCISchick08: "You Found Me" and "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson Scarlettfire25: awww.......I love the latter song... NCISchick08: yeh Scarlettfire25: *bursts into tears* NCISchick08: Digitalx43211 has been my best-friend for like 10 years Scarlettfire25: wow!! NCISchick08: yeh... he's like on of 5 people that I trust anymore (that go to my skool anways) Scarlettfire25: lol Scarlettfire25: Well at least you have five people. I only have three. four including my sister. NCISchick08: i think 5... i trust them, but if they would really be there when things crash... I can count on Lane (Digitalx43211) Scarlettfire25: Well, the one person I can trust is Kim, she is unemotionally involved with anything outside of her family and true friends. The word Politics doesn't mean anything to her. NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: lol NCISchick08: brb Scarlettfire25: kk NCISchick08: backl Scarlettfire25: YAY read this Scarlettfire25: The monitor beep wildly, causing Natalie to look around the empty room shocked. Crinkling her brow in confusion and frustration, (Today was clearly not her day) she headed over to the offensive machine, mentally pledging to unplug the malfunctioning piece of junk. But her plans were thrown off course when she reached the stand. The look of confusion deepened, the monitor was showing pulse signs. How? What!? The pulse signs were replaced with a question mark. A question mark! Confusion was replaced with anger and fear that she was going insane. Smacking the machine with her palm she exclaiamed, "God damn it!! Who the hell would program a damn question mark in a monitor? WHO!!" Scarlettfire25: She heard a light chuckle behind her. "Having fun?" "Yeah, beating up helpless medical devices is what I call fun. Stephen, I am not that insane." "Just checking." NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: Oh geeze I have too much fun Scarlettfire25: Can you see that happening, or at least imagine it NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: hmm, I could add on... but I don't know how. NCISchick08: :- good luck Scarlettfire25: lol, I'll need it. NCISchick08: at least u can write... i had this AWSOME idea and I had like a chapter done of it and my hard-drive on my BRAND NEW laptop crashed and I can't turn it in until monday Scarlettfire25: I can picture it now, they have a patient the patient goes into cardiac arrest. Stephen looks over at the monitor to check the stats, whala, question mark. He gets that look that suggests, 'Am I seeing things or is this actually happening.' Natalie reads the look and groans, "It'll be the death of us all." NCISchick08: http://www.sitdiary.net/navybrat08/?cmd=view_entry&eid=155 that's all i have on this computer Scarlettfire25: Awww, what was this new AWESOME idea. NCISchick08: ok well it wasn't awsome... don't have many of those... Scarlettfire25: sure you do NCISchick08: but Nat is staying with Stephen (for a reason that hasn't been figured out yet) and she gets sick and she's a horrible patient... well Stephen is taking care of her and then realizes that Jack is going to be there that weekend and he freaks because he isn't sure how Jack feels about Nat and what he would think if he saw her there, sick NCISchick08: see... nothing special Scarlettfire25: It could be a real good one! NCISchick08: yeh... if i actually had the ability to write it Scarlettfire25: That is what I feel about every...single...one..of my stories NCISchick08: yeh, but ur a good writer... i get these great ideas and then boom... everything sucks Scarlettfire25: From what I've read it does not suck! Scarlettfire25: my little sister tried killing me with Windex today. NCISchick08: yeh... there's like 5 freaking paragraphs missing Scarlettfire25: well, that isn't your fault it is your laptops NCISchick08: yeh well NCISchick08: :'( my life sucks... and i suck... and our freaking skool and its BRAND NEW STATE OF THE ART laptops suck Scarlettfire25: It doesn't flash question marks at you does it? NCISchick08: who knows Scarlettfire25: because if it does, wow. That's how I got that scene... my computer started flashing question marks at me. I thought it was trying to talk to me. NCISchick08: ok Scarlettfire25: yes....My computer sux......It crashed for nine months then all the sudden one night the momiter and PC turned on, bathing my room in ligth and waking me up. UGH!! I hate it NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: lol, and My family thought I was insane, wondering why I even kept a dead computer for nine months. I told them it was because it was my baby, they said it was because I am lazy NCISchick08: lol Scarlettfire25: lol I couldn't argue NCISchick08: :- Scarlettfire25: =-O NCISchick08: huh? Scarlettfire25: i don't know NCISchick08: oh Scarlettfire25: it was a random thing NCISchick08: oh Scarlettfire25: i have a lot of those NCISchick08: k Scarlettfire25: how was the CSI pre. I missed it NCISchick08: pretty good Scarlettfire25: what happened NCISchick08: they got back together... Warrick got married... Cath admitted to habing fantasies about him... Sophia is back... Sara has a thing for nick (my opinion)... greg has kool hair Scarlettfire25: who got back togther, WARRICK GOT MARRIED!!!! omg....what the hell! Scarlettfire25: Anything about grissom NCISchick08: the team NCISchick08: he was grssom Scarlettfire25: lol NCISchick08: :- i guess Scarlettfire25: I stopped watching this one and moved on to NY...who idd warrick marry NCISchick08: Tina Scarlettfire25: who is tina? what were the writers smoking NCISchick08: some girl... he's been dating her since last season... he said it was b/c the thing with Nick made him realease how fast life can end, Scarlettfire25: oh, i c...I still think they are going to ruin his marriage...he'll turn to cathrine who will say it's not right.... grissom will be grissom....Sara is bound to hit on either NIck or Greg, and Sofia is going to have Gris wrapped around her finger by the end of the season. Do you see why I don't watch it anymore? NCISchick08: lol NCISchick08: i think sara is gonna get nick Scarlettfire25: *bows* wish MI was still running *Balls* I don't like nick NCISchick08: i know... i love him... just because he's cute and i think like him Scarlettfire25: in fact the only two I like are Greg and Warrick but that is because they are HOT!!! NCISchick08: Greg sure as hell is... Warrick is too, but I'm more for Greg than him' Scarlettfire25: Have you seen Warrick's eyes...not as pretty as Stephen's but they are still to die for. I am an eye person. ~~~~~~~~~~~ meant to offend no one... Syd and I were just talking, that's it... britt