so... fuck this...

Listening to: The Athem
Feeling: tense
This world This world is cold But you don't You don't have to go You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care You're mother's gone and your father hits you This pain you cannot bear But we all bleed the same way as you do And we all have the same things to go through Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Your days You say they're way too long And your nights You can't sleep at all Hold on And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more But we all bleed the same way as you do And we all have the same things to go through Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Don't stop looking, you're one step closer Don't stop searching, it's not over Hold on What are you looking for? What are you waiting for? Do you know what you're doing to me? Go ahead...What are you waiting for? Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Don't stop looking, you're one step closer Don't stop searching, it's not over Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know Hold on ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Here I am on The phone again, and Awkward silence is On the other end I used to know the sound Of a smile in your voice But right now (right now) All I feel (All I feel) Is the pain of the fighting Starting up again All the things we talk about You know they stay on my mind On my mind All the things we laugh about They'll bring us through it every time After time after time Don't say a word I know you feel the same Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Please don't walk away I know you wanna stay Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Some say that Time changes Best friends can Become strangers But I don't want that No, not for you If you just stay with me, we can make it through So Here we are again The same old argument And now I'm wonderin' If things'll ever change, yeah When will you laugh again? Laugh like you did back when We'd make noise til 3 AM and the neighbors would complain All the things we talk about You know they stay on my mind On my mind All the things we laugh about They'll bring us through it every time After time after time Don't say a word I know you feel the same Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Please don't walk away I know you wanna stay Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything I'm fallin' I'm fallin' I'm fallin' down I'm fallin' I'm fallin' I'm fallin' down Down Down Down Don't say a word I know you feel the same Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Please don't walk away I know you wanna stay If you'll just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Don't say a word (Please don't leave) I know you feel the same Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything Please don't walk away (Please don't leave) I know you wanna stay Just give me a sign Say anything, say anything ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underneath the weight Of a heavy sky I will grow my wings I will learn to fly Cause even though my heart is Big enough to fly away Underneath the confidence I will never say I'm strong enough To be alone Do you know do you know Do you know how it feels to be angry Do you know how it feels to be hurt When you live all your life for a moment Just to prove that you know what it's worth Do you know I will show no fear I won't hide my scars I will learn to give I will love what's ours Cause even though my heart is Big enough to fly away Underneath the confidence I will never say I'm strong enough To be alone Do you know do you know Do you know how it feels to be angry Do you know how it feels to be hurt When you live all your life for a moment Just to prove that you know what it's worth Will you trust in a better tomorrow If you learn to forgive everyday All the times that you thought could be trusted In the end they could all fall away Cause even though my heart is Big enough to fly away I am strong enough to be Alone, alone Do you know how it feels to be angry Do you know how it feels to be hurt When you live all your life for a moment Just to prove that you know what it's worth Will you trust Will you learn All the times that you thought you could be trusted In the end they could all fall away ~~~~~~~~~~ I don't want be the one who hurts you I don't want to be the one who fails I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I struggled all my life with empty moments The shadow of a hole I'd never fill Any happiness I had was empty It wasn't good enough, I wanted love I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I don't want to think of life without you I don't want to take a step alone It scares me to think I almost lost you Just let me know you're fine, I'm on the line I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I'm thinking of our whole life baby Won't you help me find a way I'm thinking of our whole life baby Won't you help me find my way.... I don't want to be the one who hurts you I just want to know that you're all right I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again I'm keeping my head on straight So you can trust me again You can trust me again Trust me again ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GOD... i just wanna curl up in ball and die right now... i'm just not having a good week... I need uncle Nicky... he makes me smile... or Brett! yeh... a hug from him or jesse would do ... so anyways... i am tailgating... but the dance i'm sure will be a bust... oh well... i have no choice... i have to go... and i bet ya my parents will make me stay the whole time... i'll have to find a way to dicth and go somewhere else later
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