Closer To What I Wanted

Feeling: sweaty
When it rains it pours and opens doors And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we loveThat have to say goodbye And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me And you make everything alright And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me And I can always find my way when you are here And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss And pick you up in all of this when I sail away Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me When I am hoping it won't pass me by And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me there you are to show me ______________________________________________ Oh it's Thursday and I'm feeling pretty good under the circumstances. I'm not as tired as I usually am by this time of the week but you know, got to just take things as they come eh? Today was pretty cool though; wrote two tests, one presentation and got some marks back. All and all I'm happy enough; things went well with all of those things which makes me happy. Well, happy in the sense that nothing wrong occured but I'm sure that if I really REALLY tried, I could have done better on the presentation. But aside from school and such things are... ya. I guess I ought to explain why I even put up the entire lyrics to the Train song. I just really liked the beat and lyrics. I don't think that I'll ever put up the entire lyrics to a song again because it's just not my style. And I know that may seem hypocritical because I put it up here, but I... I don't know, I just really wanted to put it up. If you want more to read of me myself and I, you're welcome to browse through some of my previous entries. If you already left a comment and you want to leave alittle something extra: go for it, it's your right. Oh yea, that's correct, you've got rights when you're here in my 'diary'. Unlike some other people, I actually protect and make provisions for my readers. I'm not sure if that'll make you want to come back more or never come back again but right now, that's a risk I'm willing to take. So, like I was saying earlier, today was a day of some deep deep thinking. Oh yea, when you had 45 minutes of silence in one class and half an hour in another class because you were the only one finished your test you get a-thinking. At any rate I came to some personal conclusions about myself and while doing that I observed some people... mannerisms and stuff like that. I tend to do that from time to time, I mean, when I'm really bored and all. It's not like I'll sit there and stare at the person, or like I'm unaware of what I'm doing, I just find human behaviour and their idiosyncrasies. And then if you've been doing it for a long time you can start to map and notice trends. Mind you I don't write any of this stuff down or nothing, I'd just keep track of it and store it in my BUK [Bank of Useless Knowledge] for a later date. You'd be surprised at the things you can learn about a person by discreetly examining their looks, thoughts, movements etc. etc. I'm sure there's someone out there as crazy as me that understands what I'm saying. Don't get me wrong, I don't judge the person based on this or even do this all the time - I just had over an hour of spare time on my hands today... ya. I should probably get going now - it's around 4:10 and I'm... ya, hungry. *looks away in shame* Au revoir, -Captain B. Observant
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[Anonymous]
That song is amazing, but it always reminds me of my grandfather and I cry. But cryign is good. And thanks for your kind words about Science Fair, Awards Ceremony is tonight:OD
But I do understand what you mean, observing people brings out almost dark secrets about them though...haha.
--Kayla
*Returns hug*
I do the same thing. In fact I was doing it today when I finshed my final in keyboarding befroe everyone else. *Sigh* You can find out a lot about people that's true, but sometimes you have to be aware that they can find out things about you. That's a humbling realisation...*shivers* Well, I'll talk to you...whenever I geuss. -BB
[Anonymous]
hey hey cool diary
hrm.. i like those lyrics..
Take care babes~!
-=yours truely=-
[Anonymous]
those are nice lyrics. definatly a good song. i saw something in the movie amelie yesterday that kind of relates to what you said. in the movie it said when she goes to the movies she likes to look back in the dark and look at all of the peoples' faces. i'll have to try that sometime :D

Always yours,
Caroline

*kiss*
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