I was supposed to go to the hospital yesterday to see my sister and my neice but uh yeah that didn't happen which pissed me off...and Megan was supposed to sleep over last night but she couldn't cause she had to watch her sister...so that turned my day into another boring night. Earlier I had an away message up saying "everything has changed...he has changed...we both changed." Which also had to links on there to lead you to 2 music videos...the first one was "My Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne and the second one was "The Reason" by Hoobastank. Those songs were about Jimmy G...I'm not sure if he saw it and got the point. I fell asleep around 8:00pm, I put up another away message saying "laying down, if you need me then call me...sp, rc, jk, jg, ms, sl...if you don't see your initials then I don't want you waking my ass up...I never want to lose *yOu*" Well around 10ish last night my cell phone went off but I didn't hear it cause I had it on vibrate. It was Jimmy G and he never ever calls me so I'm confused on that part. And then he sent me a song online when I was asleep also. It was "Time And Time Again" by Chronic Future. I had no clue why he sent that either...if he sent it for a reason...then I'm still confused cause I didn't really understand the song lol. But other then that...I'm extremely worried about Ron he still hasn't been online since Friday night :( hopefully he'll be on soon cause I miss him. Haven't talked to Shaun still. Umm damn school starts in 5 days, AHHH NOT COOL!!! They still didn't send out our homerooms yet...what the fuck? How do they expect us to go into school without knowing our homerooms? Ugh! I'll update later...peace.