Tuesday... Nothing really happened, just went to Mrs. Walker's Homemade Icecream Parlour and got yummy icecream. Wednesday... I went school shopping at the mall with my mom, spent $500...my mom bugged about the Baby Phat jeans that I got cause they cost $78 lmao! Got nice looking Phat Farm shoes that cost $60...looks like it has chrome on it...awesome lol (socks too duh). Got a bunch of g-strings and thongs, bras and booty shorts :) I got a fucking gangster hat that has Tweety on it haha, that fucking cost $28! In the mall I shopped at...Hot Topic, Deb, Against All Odds, G+G, Journeys, Boscov's, and Sears. I saw Mrs. Delucci at the mall so I said hi to her...she's our music teacher in school. And oh my God I was so fucking happy man I saw John Curran there...(with his girlfriend Felicia)...he's SO HOT!!! My sister's baby was due that day but it still hasn't come yet. The doctors said if it's not born by Tuesday their going to enduce it which isn't good cause that puts stress on the baby...and my sister wants it to be all natural especially since it's her first. Thursday... Umm don't think anything happened that day...mind went blank. Yesterday (Friday The 13th)... I woke up at like 2:00pm...I had some crazy ass fucking dream that everybody was in...it mainly had Shaun and Jack in it somehow...we were at the movies and I was always sitting by Jack flirting with him and Shaun kept getting mad or something...I don't really remember most of the dream but it eventually got scary that's why I woke up lol. But yeah Megan called me like around 3:00pm telling me she'll be over in an hour to sleepover. She got here at like 4:30pm, she was like drenched cause she walked here in the rain from Melissa's. We watched a movie called "Thirteen"...about teenage girls getting pretty fucked up...very confusing and weird. Then we ordered Chinese food and pigged out. We watched T.V. all night. I called up Ron at like 11:45pm cause he was bored. Talked to him until like 2 in the morning. Megan was caming with Robbie all night and talking to Jack. Megan fell asleep around 7:45ish and I'm still up apparently cause I'm writing this...it's 9:35am right now. My brother is supposed to come over in a couple hours to help my dad build his shed in the backyard. Fucking dog trashed the kitchen again last night and I had to clean it up arg! Other than that I still haven't heard from Shaun...psh what else is new?¿? It's not hard to pick up the phone fucker! I'm not going to keep calling your ass up everytime just so you can hang up on my ass! I'm still going fucking insane cause of Jack not talking to me I can't stand it anymore!!! Oh yeah...he dumped his girlfriend cause he stopped liking her...just thought I had to bring that up. But yeah anyway...I really miss you Jack...I never meant any of that stupid horrible shit I said. I was just upset like always. I swear I'll try my hardest not to fight with you anymore. And it doesn't matter if I have Shaun and Ron...cause either way I still need you...Shaun is a boyfriend and Ron...well I don't even know what Ron is anymore...but you're my best friend...and I don't want to lose someone important like that. I care about you and love you so much Jack. You mean everything you mean the world to me. I'm really sorry. Why can't you just see that? Don't let me fall Jack...you're all that I have to hold onto. UPDATE: (9:50pm) Nothing really happened today...just got in a fight with Corey again. He's so fucking annoying he just doesn't fucking get it that I'm not going to hook up with him or do shit on cam for him. Why bother fucking asking stupid questions? The answer is going to be no every god damn time!