[*155*] Denial

Feeling: placid
Corey kept looking at me in Gym class again...like I didn't fucking notice lol. He's still denying that shit happened between us...he even tried denying it to me of all people...like how fucking retarded can he get? Megan thought that was hilarious lol. Alicia bitched slapped Scott Miick twice cause he got in her face...he got in my face so many damn times too. So fucking close to punching him in the face. I told him off I was so pissed. Bet it'll happen tomorrow lol. We all fucking hate him. Well um Ron and Jimmy G aren't talking to me still *sigh* I wish I had like a time machine so I could change the past :( We're supposed to go on a field trip to the zoo for my Environmental Science class on Friday September 24...and we're having an assembly for 2 1/2 periods this coming Tuesday...girls only assembly hehe...sucks for the boys lmao! So many people started shit with me online today it was unbelievable ugh. On the way home from Blockbuster we drove by Corey and he looked at me...I looked at him for like a second and looked down at the floor in disappointment. Everytime I see him I have to look down...I can't look at him after all this shit that happened. But he'll get what he deserves that's for sure. ( Corey conversation ) JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: eww y r u doing dis CrackerMack02: doin what CrackerMack02: i aint talkin to u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u were bitchin bout me not talkin 2 u yesterday so now im gonna fuckin talk 2 u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y r u bein such a dick wtf did i ever do 2 u 2 deserve dis JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: answer da fuckin question CrackerMack02: i didnt do shit CrackerMack02: peacer JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya ok...u wanna make my life a living hell i can do far worse corey u have no idea whut im capable of CrackerMack02: how am i makin ur life horrible CrackerMack02: no1s sayin shit to u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no but ur makin me feel like shit cuz ur embarassed bout whut happened otherwise u wudnt give 2 shitz bout ppl knowing...n' ron broke up wit me bcuz of dis bullshit, alot of my frendz wont even talk 2 me bcuz of dis, i love everything JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: lost*** CrackerMack02: idk wat to tell u im sorry peace JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya no shit u dont kno whut 2 tell me ur bein such a fuckin pussy ass bitch bout dis whole thing CrackerMack02: listen i dont want to talk to u nemore JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: YOU WERE BITCHING YESTERDAY CAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO TALK CrackerMack02: pam i cant do this JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: YOU CANT DO THIS JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: YOUR NOT THE ONE WHO'S BEING CALLED A SLUT AND LOST ALMOST ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND A FUCKING BOYFRIEND ON TOP OF THAT CrackerMack02: i will lose all my friends if this shit keeps goin around JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: GOOD CrackerMack02: nah not really and u no urself ur friends will come back JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: if im dat much of a fuckin embarassment den y da fuck did u even bother wit me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: like hell they will CrackerMack02: idk JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i was rite all along u r a fuckin asshole n' 2 even think dat u werent CrackerMack02: why did u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: bcuz u were there when i was upset u were alwayz tryin 2 help me out unlike most ppl but damn i cant believe u CrackerMack02: yea i was there for u and i meant to be CrackerMack02: but all this shit has got to stop JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ur da 1 who fucking started it genius CrackerMack02: not really JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ur da 1 who fuckin told melissa ur da 1 who made da fuckin move on me u were da 1 beggin 2 let u fuck me CrackerMack02: eww nah JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: like hell u didnt CrackerMack02 signed off at 6:09:56 PM. CrackerMack02 signed on at 6:10:07 PM. JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: if u think datz gross u wudnt have CrackerMack02: pam im sorry CrackerMack02: bye JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u'll get urz JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: peace CrackerMack02: no im doin this to get back at u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: to get back at me for doing whut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????? CrackerMack02: opening ur mouth JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: opening my mouth!?! ur da 1 who fuckin told ur cuzin...n' u didnt care u even said i cud tell my frendz cuz my frendz didnt open their mouthz...dont try 2 blame shit on me bcuz ur fuckin cuzin opened her mouth 2 every1 CrackerMack02: missy only missy JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya so whut? my frendz didnt tell nebody JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: missy did CrackerMack02: whod she tell JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: nicole wulf..den nicole wulf told tara den tara told whoever CrackerMack02: idc CrackerMack02: please can we just end this shit please JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no im not endin shit u fucked up my life n' screwed wit my head n' now ur gonna get whut u deserve nobody fuckz wit me CrackerMack02: i didnt do shit to mess ur life up JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: how many timez do i have 2 tell u...ron left me bcuz of u...if it werent 4 u screwin wit my head talkin me in2 fuckin u...dis shit wudnt have fuckin happened So yeah I'm basically hated by everyone...right now I'm talking to Sarah about this whole Corey thing so ummm yeah peace for now! UPDATE: ( 11:05pm ) Oh yeah before I forget...Ron broke up with me last night...I don't blame him but I wish he didn't...I love him so much!!! I'll never let go!
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