Chilled with Matt (the Freshman) again during lunch outside. He was throwing acorns at his friends and one of his friends that's a girl was like beating up on him and he was huddling against the building haha. You little bitch lol. He kept copying off my every move so I kept pushing him then he kept pushing me...it's cute lol. Then I told him about how I got raped and shit...he was like in shock and saying he's going to have an army and tanks watching over my house lol. I found out he got expelled in 7th grade for hitting someone with a locker door...he's a fucking dangerous 14 year old I tell ya lol. He almost pushed me into the payphone when we were heading back in lol. That girl came back and kicked him in the back of the knee and he was limping his way to class lmao! Aww! Alicia thought me and Matt were going out cause of how we act around each other...yeah okay lol! We didn't have to take gym today because it was picture day for the Juniors...which is last period for me and by the end of the school day I look like shit lol. I went to Cost Cutters and picked up an application...so I'm going to try and get a job there since it's basically the only other place and plus Alicia works there now so that's cool. Our fucking field trip to the zoo was post poned until October so yeah I'm not too happy about that...but the pep rally is this Friday so that's cool get out of English and Gym :) SOUTH SUCKS!!! Ron still has me blocked not talking to me...this really fucking sucks big balls...he's probably never going to talk to me again :'( I'm really sorry for everything I ever did to hurt you babe, I just wish you could understand how much I truly love you and how much I want you back so bad!!!