( 2:25pm )... Megan got kicked out of her house again so she came to my house and slept over. She has to be packed and out of the house by tomorrow so I don't know where she's moving and she can't even tell us so no one can find her and shit. Things just keep getting worse as the days go on. I wanted to get drunk for New Year's Eve but Corey's being a fucking asshole and said the only way he's giving me alcohol is if I fuck him... fuck that shit... I rather die than fuck him ever again. It sucked so much when those umm Jahovah Witness people rang my doorbell I got all excited thinking it was Matt... then I opened the door and got all disappointed... that really fucking hurt. This is the shittiest year I've had in my life. My New Year's resolution thing is to only stick to one guy... and I got a head start on that by kicking all those douche bags out of my life. I still have to do my book report which I really don't want to do... I'll probably do it at the last minute like always *rolls eyes* Life sucks then you die like they always say. This really sucks I really wanted to get drunk... even though I'm against drinking... but I'm tired of feeling depressed... I'm tired of crying everyday... I can't take any of this shit anymore. My mom was just bitching at me again about the fucking iguana... she went up to the cage and she scared it so it moved and she bugged out. And then she was like "your father says these things get up to 3 feet long" and I was like "yeah I know" and she's like "how long does that take" and I'm like "less than a year" and she's like "you got to be fucking kidding me you can't keep this figure out a way to get rid of it." ( 7:10pm )... Grr I just want to fucking strangle Corey... here's that convo... CrackerMack02: sooo u find liquor JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no n' idc nemore CrackerMack02: alright bye JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: funny thing is even if i said yes to you it wudnt happen cuz i got my period last night JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yupp peace CrackerMack02: pam i really didnt want to fuck u i just wanted to sleep wit u CrackerMack02: literally JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: thought u were leaving CrackerMack02: noi JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: lol ur da 1 who said bye CrackerMack02: well no now CrackerMack02: is ur mom gunna be home 2morow JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yes CrackerMack02: well can u come over at 10 JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: r u gonna give me alcohol CrackerMack02: yea JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: whut made u change ur mind CrackerMack02: idk CrackerMack02: will u lay in bed wit me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: if i dont have ne cramps 2 feel like punching u ya CrackerMack02: alright and can i kiss u CrackerMack02: thats all i want JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no CrackerMack02: come on please JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no corey CrackerMack02: its just a kiss CrackerMack02: nothin more CrackerMack02: geez JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya well a kiss can jus make thingz even worse when im trying to prove to matt dat im true to him CrackerMack02: i promise nuttin more will happen CrackerMack02: seriously CrackerMack02 signed off at 6:17:23 PM. CrackerMack02 signed on at 6:36:22 PM. CrackerMack02: soo ru comin 2morow morning and kissin me good morniggn and laying wit me and lettin me kiss ur neck JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im not kissing u n' ur not kissing me CrackerMack02: well then no alcohol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: fine JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: peace CrackerMack02: alright CrackerMack02 signed off at 6:38:34 PM. FUCK THAT SHIT! I blocked his ass... and I don't plan on unblocking him either. Like seriously if he was here right now there would be no holding back I'd fucking knock his teeth in.