School was somewhat interesting today...power went out during 7th period so that was cool...everyone started screaming...I almost did haha! Cliff was like "Lisa come here!" and the sub was like "okay so where did we leave off at?" and Cliff was like "Lisa's mouth" lmao! Umm Scott Miick got in Zinab's face today I was so close to punching him in the face he's such a dickhead. I swear to God I was about to kill Katie...I was standing behind her, Linda, and Jim Johnson in the lunch line and I started laughing at her cause she was being stupid and she was like "shutup miss taking it up the ass" and Jim just turned back around...I probably turned beat red haha. This morning Corey looked at me when he was getting on the bus I just like glared at him and turned my head away. I was going to go up to him this morning when we were waiting to go inside the school but I didn't. During gym the teacher kept throwing the ball at me instead for me to catch it...he hurt my finger *sniffles* lol...he almost got me in the head too. Alicia like fucking tackled me even though it's TOUCH football lol. We got Scott Miick in trouble cause he wasn't wearing a shirt when we were playing football. Ugh I can't stand being single...I FUCKING HATE IT!!! I miss Ronny so fucking much...I want him back so bad. He means everything to me...I lost my entire world when he broke up with me. The only guy that ever truly loved me...left me :'( I never felt so alone before...it sucks. I don't think my life will ever be the same again...but I have to change back to the person I used to be. Wish me luck!