SUNDAY (yesterday)... Ugh it was the worst day ever! I was chilling with Megan and Sarah while I was trying to talk to Ron online...that didn't work he wanted me to leave him the fuck alone. I asked Bobby if Ron was going to be home and he said yeah. So I got the crazy idea of walking to Ron's house and apologize but instead Sarah offered her bikes. We walked to Sarah's house and got the bikes. Sarah had to go to work so she didn't come with me and Megan... We're riding down Fischer Blvd. and Megan's tire was starting to deflate so we stopped at the Wawa to get drinks and fill the tire but the air machine thing wasn't working so we had to cross Hooper Avenue to the other gas station to fill it up. Then we had to cross back over. We finally get into Bricktown and Megan somehow crashed the bike into somebody's fence...that was hilarious! Then there was an electrical wire hanging from the pole and Megan rode into it...almost getting her ass electricuted lmao! Megan kept bitching asking me when we were going to reach Drum Point Road and I was like it's not that much further...so we had to cross that and almost got killed in the mean time because people now a days don't know what the fuck pedestrians are lol. So we find Downey Avenue and turn onto Ron's street...we wind up passing his house without realizing it but we turned back around lol... We walk up to the house and rang the doorbell...Ron answered and looked at us like we were fucking nuts. He was like "what are you doing here?" and I was like "I rode the bike all the fucking way from Toms River to Brick to prove to you how sorry I am." And he's like "I'm eating dinner right now, go over Jack's until I come back out." So we go to Jack's stood there ringing the doorbell and knocking on the door but nobody was fucking home. We then stood in Ron's driveway waiting for him. These stupid faggot ass kids across the street don't even fucking know us and they were throwing rocks at me and Megan and they hit Ron's mom's new car. Then one of them took off with 1 of our bikes. So Megan starts pounding on the door telling Ron's mom and she starts bugging the fuck out on the kids and she called the cops reporting it. Ron's mom went looking for Ron all around the house cause he somehow "disappeared." Me and Megan are just sitting there on the couch playing with his dogs while his mom calls up all his friends looking for him. His mom starts talking to her husband saying "this is Pam the girl that Ronny never brings over." The cops came so she told the cops about what happened but by then we had already found the bike up the street cause the pussy ass bitches ditched it. Ron's mom goes to Andrew's house looking for him and the next thing we see Ron come walking up the street back home. I just looked at him like what the fuck lol. He said he went for a "walk." Ron's mom pulls in and starts yelling at him she's like "what's wrong with you, you knew they were here waiting for you and you just leave, I had to introduce myself to them, that was rude I thought I brought you up better than that." Ron comes back outside and sits with us...Megan got really mad cause we weren't really talking so she threatened to hit him with her Lemonade bottle so he took off and I ran after him then Megan went after him on the bike and brought him back lol. He sits on his car and I'm leaning on it so I tell Megan to go ride the bike down the street while we talk...so she did. And I was like "Ron just give me one more chance" and he's like "no I can't" and I was like "please Ronny I love you" and he's like "you're wasting your time being here" and walked away back into the house. Megan comes back and she's like "what happened?" and I'm like "come on we're leaving." So we left and I was crying the whole ride home. We dropped the bikes back off at Sarah's and walked back to my house...Megan's mom and sister was at my house by the time we got back and she was screaming at Megan and then my mom started screaming at me...but I played it off well I still didn't get caught riding my ass 7 miles to Brick. I was crying on the phone with Megan later on. I told Bobby and Jack everything...Bobby tried to help but it didn't work...Jack was being a fucking asshole about everything. MONDAY (today)... I couldn't concentrate at all today during school. I felt so much better at lunch though...me and Zinab were sitting outside on the stoop like always and that Freshman dude I was talking about on Friday came and sat with me again...I finally know his name now lol...Matt. I was telling him how I went to Brick to apologize to Ron, and Matt was like "wow you must really like this kid" and I was like "yeah I do." The bell rung so I said bye to him and he's like "you're leaving me, and you're not going to give me a hug before you go?" lol so I gave him a hug and then he called me short *sniffles* lol. Then Matt was like "do you have AOL?" and I was like "I have AIM" and he's like "can you help me out with my homework sometime?" and I was like "sure" and he's like "great...now I have to do something but I forgot" and he said he was going to give me his screen name tomorrow. 7th period (english class) was hilarious...Cliff was trying to punch a fly that was flying around the room...such a stupid kid lol. I was bugging out in the girls locker room and out on the field about this whole Ron thing...everyone kept staring at me like I was nuts because I was so loud lol. As me and Alicia are walking to go to my locker we passed Matt and I was like "Hello Matthew" and he came over to me and he's like "how'd you know I would be here?" and I was like "umm Matt I was passing you in the hallway I didn't know" lol and Alicia like completely embarassed me in front of him she was like "Pam's still upset and wants another hug" so he gives me another hug haha...what a cutie he is lol. Such a nice sweet boy. We get on the bus and Stefano was actually being nice to me for once and he was making fun of how I rode the bike to Brick and get shot down by Ron and then Rocco was like "you know so and so invented the telephone a long time ago" and as he was getting off the bus I yelled out to him "he would've fucking hung up on me anyways!"