Today was a sucky day...it was really nice out though for once. Me and Megan went to the dollar store and bought her stuff for a costume for her...we also went to Jen's house to chill for a little. Then we ordered cheesey bread. Sarah came over. Megan and Sarah left to go trick or treating before she had to go to work. I passed out candy all day and night, watching Matt chill with the dumb bitch next door. My sister Barbie and my nephew Jonathan came over with his little friend Ryan. So they went out trick or treating...we ordered Chinese food. We actually ran out of candy we had like 20 bags lol, so my dad started passing out change then we turned the lights out. I didn't go trick or treating because I'm sick, I sound like a man when I talk cause I lost my voice lol, don't have a costume, I'm getting too old and yeah it's just lame when you can't be with people you want to be with. Jen also ditched us again, what else is new. It seemed like Matt was trying to get me jealous when he was hanging out with Marjorie...my parents told me to forget about him that he's playing both of us. I don't know what to think anymore. But I'm not gonna let it get the best of me. If he wants me then he'll ask me out and if not then I guess oh well. I give up trying to get him back. Let alone I give up on life all together. This really sucks...my book report is due Tuesday and I still haven't started on it...fuck it I'll just do it tomorrow when I get home from school. UPDATE: ( 10:35pm ) I just got into the biggest fight with Matt, here's that conversation... JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u r so fucked up if u wud hit a gurl like dat insane pyro spaz: i will insane pyro spaz: im not fucked up, im stupid JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: still u shudnt hit gurlz at all whether it be zinab or ur sister...datz just fucked up JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: she said she was sorry n' u still bug out on her dat is so inhumane magic hexa child: if you were hit in the nuts and hit in the head with a hard as hell pocket book, id think youd be a lil inhumane too JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: zinab was only kiddin around n' she even told u she wud stop...katie i cannot control shez a dumb fatass bitch jus tell her off JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but itz not only 4 da fact u got hit in da nutz n' shit...but u have threatened to hit me too n' datz jus fucked up magic hexa child: ill hit the next erson to hit me with a chain magic hexa child: ill hit the someone with a chain if they even think of hitting me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: den u have sum serious mental problemz dat need 2 be delt with JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i can understand if it was a guy JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but a gurl datz goin 2 far magic hexa child: no, the "women got the same rights" law thing that they put out back in the 60's .... you cant forget if men and women are treated equal, then they will be treated equal magic hexa child: i will treat a woman that hits me as if a man hits me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: therez somethin wrong wit u if u think dat way, n' u always have 2 have a weapon involved, if u were a real man u wudnt use a weapon magic hexa child: so you want me to use my fist? magic hexa child: in the case, ill do the same exact thing i do when i hit a guy with a fist JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: itz better den a fuckin chain matt! magic hexa child: square in the face JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: good get urself expelled again u'll just make urself look like a complete asshole more den b4 magic hexa child: at least im exelled for a good fucking reason magic hexa child: all my teachers, hell the principal knows that if someone hits me, i hit them back magic hexa child: if i fell like it magic hexa child: feel* JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i havent seen dat 1 happen yet JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: *cough ron cough* magic hexa child: ron never touched me, that gfaggots scared of me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: so u said it urself dat u were gonna stab him n' u havent magic hexa child: if he hit me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: obviously hez not gonna touch u he dont wanna get arrested 4 hitting a minor JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y wud he hit u, he had nothing against u, it was u dat had something against him magic hexa child: well dont worry, you wont have to bother with me in a couple of weeks JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: apparently im not bothering with you at all since we're not even going out genius JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: plus i wudnt go back out with some psycho who hitz gurlz magic hexa child: well im moving JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: like i didnt kno dat already JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no point in getting back wit u if ur jus gonna move magic hexa child: i will leave and regret nothing magic hexa child: even if i wasnt moving magic hexa child: JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: plus i wudnt go back out with some psycho who hitz gurlz JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: exactly magic hexa child: whatever JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yupp magic hexa child: so were never gonna go back out? magic hexa child: so i dont have to worry about you liking me anymore? JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i never said nethin bout me stop liking u magic hexa child: damn JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y wud u care neway u have marjorie magic hexa child: i found someone else for me magic hexa child: shes just as psycho JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: good 4 u magic hexa child: why the fuck are you acting this way? JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: bcuz i dont like when ppl fuck wit my frendz, if u stayed long enuf when shaun was over u wudve realized dat when i told him n' his frendz off when they were talkin shit bout sarah magic hexa child: well tell your friends not to fuck with me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i already have genius and she apologized and told you herself that she would stop yet you refused to listen and still act like an asshole to her magic hexa child: why should i take that shit of getting hit magic hexa child: it seems like i get hit when im around you and zinab but when im around my other friends, i never get hit JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i didn't say you had to take it but you never told her to stop you just kept running away...if you told her in the first place not to hit you she would've listened JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: zinab doesn't like it when you talk perverted she's not like the rest of us if you haven't noticed magic hexa child: oh ive noticed JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well there ya go...that was the only reason she was hitting you magic hexa child: cause im different? JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no cause you were talking perverted magic hexa child: why doesnt she hit you then JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: cuz i dont normally talk like dat around her magic hexa child: zinab knows im more dangerous than you are yet she keeps testing my patience JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well for 1 she doesn't know how you are nor does she care really but still she didn't mean for it to go that far magic hexa child: well if she didnt mean for it to go that far then she shouldnt have fucking hit me in the first place JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im done discussing this subject with you cause it's apparently not sinking in magic hexa child: ok magic hexa child: it was nice talking to you magic hexa child: goodbye JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: peace magic hexa child is away at 10:23:51 PM. Like seriously how fucked up is that shit!?!