[*195*] Turkey Day

Listening to: Burn - Usher
Feeling: bored
Nothing really happened yesterday...or at least that I can think of...Jack got really annoyed with me last night I remember that lol. Umm my sister Beverly, her husband Adam, and their baby Charlotee came over for like an hour today. My mom was holding the baby the whole time so yeah I'm kinda pissed that I didn't get to hold her. And my sister wouldn't leave me the fuck alone she kept bitching at me about my grades...I swear to God they all think C's are just as bad as F's...kinda fucked up if you ask me. She was giving me like a 5 minute lecture telling me I can do better than that and I have to in order to get a scholarship...how many times do I have to tell that woman...I'M NOT GONNA GO TO FUCKING COLLEGE!!! My brother Greg couldn't come over with his fiance Keli cause they were making their own turkey...for some reason my other sister Barbie, neice Melissa, and nephew Jonathan didn't come over...we didn't even get a fucking phone call from them either. My family is falling apart basically. Some Thanksgiving I'm having! I get my provisional license in less than 3 weeks...hopefully I'll be able to get a job so I can buy a fucking car and get the hell out of here! Corey tried to get me to go with him to Shelter Cove last night to hook up on the playground lmao...and of course I said no...that's just a lil too ummm weird for me lol. Ugh Jimmy's cousin that IM's me every fucking holiday from Jimmy's sn was harassing me again...I fucking hate him so much...you would think Jimmy would learn to not be online when his cousin is over...then maybe his cousin wouldn't be capable of fucking IMing me!!! I can't wait until I get a car so I can drive up north to Jimmy's and fucking kill his cousin seriously. Sarah has officially scared the shit out of me...yesterday she like planned out her whole funeral and wake in 2.4 seconds lmao! FREAK! Ron wouldn't answer my questions last night...I forgot what they were...something about Corey I think lol. I'm so fucking bored! I hate holidays cause you can't chill with friends and shit argg. I miss Matt...I haven't seen him since Tuesday...yeah I know everyone is probably saying "o0oh two days big deal"...well IT IS TO ME! lol. Hopefully Ron is coming over Saturday :)Me and Corey are supposed to "hang out" tomorrow lol. Guess I'll update later if anything else happens...peace!
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My parents act bad with C's too. Maybe your sister really just wants you to do well. And even though you feel like your family is falling apart, at least you have your neices and nephews...JUST LIKE ME! lol. I love those kids!
*What are you going to do if you aren't going to go to college?*
Navy? Army? Air Force? Marines?
idk. I'm always wrong about that type of stuff anyway. Welps, good luck with w/e you're going to do!
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