Ever felt like there is something missing from your life?...I dunno maybe its the fact that it is 12:15 at night, but I feel like all I am doing is waiting for something. Waiting for something big to happen...to shake up my whole life. Its as if that is all my life has been. Just sitting in the waiting room doing measly tasks until my name is called. And, i dunno, maybe it isnt adventure or action...just something different. I am tired of having restrictions in life. I am tired of not fulfilling my self in every sense of the word. Not just stopping to smell the roses, but the whole damned garden. The thing is I have no idea what I am waiting for. I have never been able to see myself as the middle class citizen like I can most of my friends. Then again, whats to stop me from conforming to a life of mediocrity? Who is to say i wont end up working in a cubicle with a white picket fence and 2.6 kids? That uncertainty is a question that has plagued many at one point or another. Some turned to religion, others to the army...trying to find meaning for their life , when all I want is to be...no longer waiting. Weither it be love or hate, life or death...something is going to shake me out of this shell...this BORING reality and one day I will no longer be headed into uncertainy. But, until then... "We are all lost in the chasm of oppertunity that is our destiny." -Jack B. Nimble