Well, I've locked my chains in a new direction. I've got a new plan or two which I think should suit me well, but we all know how those tend to turn out. I know I dont update often, and it isnt because I have not time. No, it's because quite frankly I never know what to say. I'm always conflicted in my mind and my heart, so what little therapy Sit used to offer is sort of lacking nowadays. I guess that when you've had one as long as myself, it tends to become more of a chore to put into words whats bothering me than to actually type it into the this attractive little white box which before now has normall taken the brunt off of my shoulders and let me breath, even if only for a heartbeat. And, honestly, my life is pretty obtuse. .Steve