I’m all at sea Where no one can bother me Forgot my roots If only for a day Just me and my thoughts Sitting far away Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul Please just leave me right here on my own Later on you could spend some time with me If you want to, all at sea Well, Life has been quite simple lately. Sleep is still the most prominent factor of my day. I got the notion in my head to be more ambitious last night....the only problem is I lack the sufficient effort to put effort into something. Strange, no? I think one day, I want to just barge into summer school sans invitiation. That'd be a riot. Just, sit in for a class. Also, I want to go to Cali or somewhere completely on a whim. If I need clothes, I'll buy some there. Etc... So many notions, so little catalysts to set the events into motion. My summer wastes away like a flower caught in the limbo between winter and spring. Things look fine, but something stops me from doing what nature intended and sends me back, back to wait for another time to bloom. .smp