Today was just fine. It would be better if I could be with him more. But oh well. I got to see him in the band room today....so yeah! I think I'm scared to write in my other diary for some odd reason. Maybe I'm scared of what my friends think of what I actually feel. I mean...when Steph found out about that one entry I had up when I was really depressed, she went off on me. I'm scared of everything. Things I shouldn't be afraid of. It's pathetic. We were reading Edgar Allan Poe in English the other day. His book called 'The Tell-Tale Heart'. It was a book I was actually interested in. It was really good. We went to the library today to look for books and I tried to find one by him, but I couldn't. I don't think they have any of his books, because they might be too bad for us at our young little age. Hmm...dunno. God, I love Math class so much. She lets us do anything. I could just sleep through her class and she doesn't even notice...or care. I hope we can do something tomorrow. I hate spending the weekend without you. It just feels so long. Gotta go...bye.